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Feature of the Month: Cinderella-Seo In Young

2009-05-27T01:46:00.000-07:00

Seo In Young soo hot, Korean Lady Gaga ^^

SS501 i love them sarang ^^

2009-05-03T10:08:00.000-07:00

Saranghae SS501!! aja aja fighting!!

Heo Young Saeng

Kim Kyu Jong ^^

Kim Hyun Joong ^^
sarang ^^

Park Jung Min ^^

Kim Hyung Joon ^^
sarang ^^

I LOVE THEM ALL!! =]

B.E.L.I.E.V.E

2009-04-30T12:30:00.000-07:00

There are so many things that I believe, want to know what they are? or even want to believe on what I believe?Please feel free to visit my new blog and have a peak on my beliefs..^^

CLICK ^^

Say hi again to Nodame Cantabile ^_^

2009-04-07T04:58:00.000-07:00

I'll be watching Nodame Cantabile again, after seeing the teaser of GMA-7, I started missing Nodame Cantabile and ofcourse Tamaki Hiroshi(Chiaki) my loves. =] love it.Chiaki muaah!

money? why do we need you?

2009-03-31T22:50:00.001-07:00

This is a SERIOUS MATTER. This is between life and death.

I ask you people.
In reality, why do we need money?

Basically and the most correct answer is..

MONEY can buy any thing that has price and almost anything in this world has it's price. And actually in my in sites now only oxygen (the air we breathe) is free in this world.

MY ANSWER IS.
WE NEED MONEY AND I NEED MONEY BECAUSE IT IS THE KEY TO A LUXURIOUS SHOPPING HEAVEN!!!!(just don't give a damn on this)

Then I'll ask money right now?

Money? Can't I have you always? Can't we live without you? Why are you so popular? Why does everybody needs you? Why does the world revolves in you?

COMMON SENSE: MONEY CAN'T ANSWER YOU!! BECAUSE IT HAS NO LIFE!!

I'll ask again.

That's it! Money has no life!!! Why does it makes a great impact to us!? Why?!

Oh my gosh. I need to control myself and stop this crazy thing. I'm talking to myself. I'm going crazy because I need MONEY!!! MONEY!!!

i just need to.

2009-03-31T22:17:00.000-07:00

I need to relax.
I need to clear my head.
I need to escape this jealousy I'm feeling right now.
I need to be strong.
I need to be positive.
I need to think that I can.

I just need to.

(YOU MIGHT THINK THAT THIS POST HAS NO SENSE, ACTUALLY I THINK SO TOO, BUT SURPRISINGLY IT HELPED A LOT.)

proudly presenting!!

2009-03-28T05:56:00.001-07:00

TAURUS - The Enduring One [MEET MS. CHARMING / (AGGRESSIVE)]

2009-03-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

This was interesting. Cris Angel showed how this worked on one of his shows, but it was still kind of surprising when I checked out several people I knew. Not superstitious, but I need all the luck I can get! Once you have opened this e-mail, there is no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs. Read your sign, and then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real deal, try ignoring or changing it, and the first thing you’ll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there.

CAPRICORN The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don’t like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of good luck if you forward.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egoti stical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of good luck if you forward.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20)
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard — passionate. Expresses themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulges themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of good Luck if you forward

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty. Outgoing , very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express them selves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can’t make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn’t want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn’t like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn’t like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn’t like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward

Send away!!
~ Ready, set, go!
1-3 people = 1 minute of luck
4-7 people = 1 hour of luck
8-12 people = 1 day of luck
13-17 People = 1 week of luck
18-22 people = 1 month of luck
23-27 people = 3 Months of luck
28-32 people = 7 months of luck
33-37 people = 1 year of luck

Hurry Up Vacation!!!

2009-03-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

Smiles to our faces students of Philippines, yeheys and rejoices!! Summer vacation is fast approaching and I'm so excited. I'm already planning on what things would I do this vacation. And I'm here to share that "Ideal Summer Vacation" of mine this summer 2009.

I was planning..

To go to Cebu (I'm missing the places there..)

To go to Boracay (White Sands, Sand Castles, Night Life, Beach.. ooh..)

To go to Bohol (I've never been in this place before since I'm planning to visit the islands near it, then I must try visiting Bohol this time. .)

And I was planning also to do some incredible stuffs like..

I want to learn "photography" this summer, ever since I accidentally created that "Say hi Kisses" I felt that it would be a nice experience exploring that field. .(AND I THINK IT WOULD COMPLIMENT MY VACATION TO THOSE PLACES I HAVE MENTIONED)

I want to whiten myself even more, I am really eager to aim that Hayley William's complexion or even Taylor Swift's, I want my skin to be that sparkling white like those kawaii koreans' out there.. =]

LOSE THOSE FATS!!!! G.Lucks.. =]

These are my plans, what's yours???

6 days more.. and wohoo!! it's summer time!!! ayeah!!!

-wu guei mei 09

Say "Hi" Kisses. =]

2009-03-09T02:13:00.000-07:00

OKAY. I KNOW IT, I'M NOT THAT PROFESSIONAL. But it was just boredom which made me do this kind of stuff. Well for a non-professional like me, it's nice.(not to think what professionals think (-_-")..) I named it "Say "Hi to Kisses" with no reason. LOL

Keep going.

2009-03-07T03:58:00.000-08:00

Jia You! Wu guei mei! Jia You!

Having a hard time right now.

School, pressures me a lot. Clearances causes me headache to the highest degree. Finishing of notes, compilations, and projects. It's getting in to my nerves. But I have to. Just 2 weeks more then I can rest myself from those works.Jia You!

Emotionally Stressed, I've always wanted to escape from these sorts of problem, but the bigger problem is what I want is what I cannot get. Maybe I don't deserve it but I'll do my very best to be the deserving one!!

= lack of sleep, headache.

But still I'm happy,coz I'm smiling and I'll always will. Because.. as what I always say..

SMILE, and there's nothing you can't overcome.

-wu guei mei

Subtracted, and now ADDED.

2009-02-28T20:17:00.001-08:00

What a title.

I can't think of something right now, except for his name. Oh no, not his name, but his nickname.

"japJAPjap, w0h0o Jap!"

New Inspiration? Maybe. Just hang on. I'll tell you when I have confirmed it already.

PLUS..

I have this something wacky expression. It's like a very quirky and crazy sound. It's the "urk/erk" sound.WHATEVER. I was used on saying it. And now all of my friends are little by little using it also as an expression. Yeah.

ERK!

-w0ho0 JaP! erk!

Hurts & Pains.

2009-02-14T20:15:00.000-08:00

Familiar with this lyrics?

"All the hurts and the pains, but the answer is simple.. he's [NOT] the one to blame."

Hoping for nothing is a very painful thing for anyone, but the most of all is accepting the fact that you have accepted it and decided to forget everything in spite your heart is almost dying from the Hurts & Pains.

After all, it was a wise idea. I hope it's easy to let go but what I'm hoping more is, it would be more easy to move on.

giggling.

2009-02-02T00:44:00.000-08:00

GIGGLES.

Experienced laughing on your own wrong did? As in a laugh that could kill you. Well, I would proudly let all my viewers (like you, dear) know, I AM A SELF-CONFESSED LAUGHING AT GIRL.

Jumping at the back of a tripping-friend for fun resulted to an unforgettable laughing at exhibition in front of the guy I trully treasure!!! What a life!!! But that's okay, what's important is I saw him smiling and laughing happily even if I was a big laughing thing in front of them.

SMILING.

2009-01-30T04:22:00.000-08:00

PRACTICE for our FIELD DEMO is really tough. Everyday is very tiring. But I'll tell you, it surely is worth watching! =]

Feelin' something that is not good.

POISONOUS pain.
BROKEN heart.
DEADLY pretending.

SMILE, and there will be nothing that you can't overcome.

REMINISCE.RECAP.REWIND

2008-12-31T04:21:00.000-08:00

PAMMY asked me to update my blog, so here I am again updating it.

PAMMY had her recap of what things happened on her year 2008 on her blog, and it was quite a cool idea. But what made it really cool and made me laugh is this picture of her!

PAMMY
-my bestfriend

So here I am, doing my own recap on what happened on my year 2008.

YEAR-END POST.
REMINISCING 2008.

1.SURVIVED SOPHOMORE YEAR.- I always wanted to share what had happened on my SOPHOMORE YEAR, but they are too many that I cannot elaborate all of it. But luckily and I am proud to say that I have surpassed 2nd year life even if I know that there were so many problems that I have encountered but still it was a happy year with great friends and teachers.

2.A VERY SENSELESS VACATION.- I think I spent half or more of my vacation sitting in front of the computer. Watching asianovelas, surfing the net and now, i have realized that I didn't noticed a thing that certain time. I've realized that I WAS GAINING WEIGHT during vacation. That gaining weight had happened because of that continous senseless routine of mine during vacation. And that routines were, EAT, SLEEP, WATCH, USE THE NET AND SLEEPING LATE.But at the later part of the vacation, I think I started to lose fats on my tummy part =]

3.NEW SCHOOL.- farewell SHAN, and hello OLFU. Changing school environment was a start of my changing course. Changing "course" doesn't mean the credits we take during college life nor the food stuff. LOL. The changing course that I was saying is that starting a new school life. Since this is a rewind of what happened this 2008, a quarter of SOPHOMORE life is included in 2008. SOPHOMORE YEAR was a regretful one, not with memories but what I have done that year, I had so many mistakes.

4.HAD AN INCREDIBLE INSPIRATION.- when I say "incredible" I really think that, that thing is really "incredible". There was this guy named "Rotsen" that really changed some big things in my life. Read my "Archive of Posts" you'll know what are those things. He really is far different from my previous crushes.REALLY.

5.LOVED PARAMORE.- their music really rocked my world, I think they started last 2007? But as far as I remember I'm still an "ARASHI" fan that time. But as the "PARAMORE" releases their albums. I loved it. I really adored them and their music! When Hayley Williams sings it's like a lullaby to me.

6. STUCKED ON MYX.- I love music, that's undeniable. But I didn't like MYX music station before. But after loving PARAMORE. I continously watched MYX and later on watched it and got stucked on it.

7. GOT HURT.- badly, it really is. It will remain as my secret.

8. OBSESSED WITH TWILIGHT MOVIE- the movie was not that good as other says.(including PAMMY) But in my eyes and mind, it's the best. It changed my looks with movies. I really don't like watching movie but as I watched "Twilight" with PAMMY,the first watch of mine out of 9 cinema watch I really loved it.

9.CONTINOUSLY ATTACHED WITH PAMMY.- Before it's not like this. When we were still on the same school ground we are not that close. Now that we are on different school grounds it happened that we were attached with each other. It started when "Twilight" became "my obsession" and "her addiction".And now, everytime each of us goes ONLINE we always chat with each other, RP-ing and bubbling at so many things. We also texts each other because we're both GLOBE users, and sees each other frequently. To add up, SHE THINKS THAT I AM HER CLOWN, co'z everytime she needs a good laugh she'll contact me to make her laugh.

10.BLOG.BLOG.BLOG.- Last but definitely not the least. I'm proud to say that I'm maintaining a blog now. Not only one, but two blogs at the same time. First Year of High School, after meeting PAMMY, she influenced her ONLINE ADDICTION to me. This was the reason why we became bestfriends, we had the same interests. Previous blogs was a failure co'z that was the time that I was addicted with friendster. But now, I felt bored with friendster already. Blogging became my main objective when I go online. =]

Well, 10 is enough, there are still so many things that had happened but, those 10 are the things that I can present to you all this time. CO'Z PAMMY IS ONLINE, AND SHE IS CONTINOUSLY DISTURBING ME! JOKES PAMMY.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A LUCKY AND HAPPY 2009!!!

Team Cullen and Team Nomads Quotes

2008-12-28T00:50:00.000-08:00

Hi Folks! It's been a while and I'm here again!

TEAM CULLEN

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night, but there were stars-points of light and reason. Then you flew across my sky, and there was light. When you were gone, when the meteor had flown over the horizon, nothing had changed, but my eyes had been blinded by the light. i couldn't see the light anymore, and there ceased to be a reason for anything."

-Edward Anthony Masen Cullen.

"You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth."

-Bernadette Cullen

TEAM NOMADS

"Humans can be very predictable; they like to be somewhere familiar, somewhere safe. And wouldn’t it be the perfect ploy, to go to the last place you should be when you’re hiding — the place that you said you’d be."

-James Witherdale

"I don't understand why the human girl stays with her vampire boyfriend. Wait, maybe because he's sparkling?"

-Pam Witherdale

from ME to YOU

2008-12-24T09:43:00.000-08:00

MERRY "twilight" CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

Just finished our "Noche Buena" and now I'm here, greeting you all a Merry "twilight" Christmas!A jolly cheers to everyone. Have a blessed and happy celebration!

Greetings to:

My Cullen Family.
The Swans.
The Blacks.
The Nomads.
The Forks High School Spartans!

Stephenie Meyer.
Catherine Hardwicke.
Melissa Rosenberg
Twilight the Movie Crews
Little Brown Publishing Inc.
SUMMIT ENTERTAINMENT
&&
My Co-Twilighters!

Ofcourse with lots of hugs & kisses and love to:
♥MY FAMILY.♥
♥MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS.♥
♥MY ONLINE BUDDIES.♥
♥♥♥ROTSEN U. ABELLA.♥♥♥
♥R.PATTS.♥

A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU. I LOVE YE' ALL!!!
(now playing: I caught myself by Paramore)

DISGUSTING!!!

2008-12-22T22:44:00.000-08:00

Urgh! WTF! ABS-CBN will remake twilight? SO DISGUSTING. Can't take it. All twilighter in the house maghimagsik tayo!

I REALLY REALLY DON'T LIKE IT!! HATE IT!

Twilighters,
I don't want to ruin your mood, but as one of those never dying supporters of twilight it was so upsetting for me too, but I really feel that as a fan of twilight like all of you it's also my responsibility to update you things that are connected with it. If you want to read the article click the site below. (note: I'll tell you it will make you feel disgusted like we (PAM and ME) do.)

ARTICLE SOURCE: PAM

CLICK HERE

-d' twilighter

I can feel it(ooh-lala)

2008-12-20T09:03:00.000-08:00

I can feel it!

It's the intense of excitement everyone!

I was updating myself to any "twilight" updates and I saw this post when I was looking at Rob Pattinson's Profile(at IMDB) and I clicked the link for "new moon". I saw that the releasing date of the film was moved. Fortunately and luckily it was moved not farther but sooner. It will be released next year, 2009, dated Novermber 20. I'm so excited! To add up, sadly it's confirmed Catherine Hardwicke will no longer direct New Moon instead it would be Christ Weitz (Director of About a Boy and The Golden Compass)who will direct it. I wish he would love and wholeheartedly make the movie great! All the twilighters in the house, let's rejoice! yeahbah!

For more infos CLICK HERE!

-d' twilighter

JEALOUSY(non-sense)

2008-12-03T02:28:00.001-08:00

DEFINE IT!!!!

I really am jealous right now. I wish I could have died! I should'nt be like this!!!really really jealous!!! just because of those pics!!! I really am jealous!!! I am imagining things!!! I wanna cry!!

I'll search all the meaning I could search..just to wake myself up and release the pain!!

Jealousy typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival. Jealousy often contains a mixture of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust. While jealousy and envy are similar, they differ in that jealousy is about something one has and is afraid of losing, while envy is about something one does not have and either wants to acquire it or prevent another from getting it.
Jealousy is a familiar experience in human relationships. It has been observed in infants as young as five months old and in elderly people. [1] [2] [3] [4] Some claim that jealousy is seen in every culture, [5] [6] [7] however others claim jealousy is a culture-specific phenomenon. [8]
Jealousy has been an enduring topic of interest for scientists, artists, and theologians. Psychologists have proposed several models of the processes underlying jealousy and have identified individual differences that influence the expression of jealousy. Sociologists have demonstrated that cultural beliefs and values play an important role in determining what triggers jealousy and what constitutes socially acceptable expressions of jealousy. Biologists have identified factors that may unconsciously influence the expression of jealousy. Artists have explored the theme of jealousy in photographs, paintings, movies, songs, plays, poems, and books. Theologians have offered religious views of jealousy based on the scriptures of their respective faiths.

Resentful or painful desire for another's advantages: covetousness, enviousness, envy.

Resentment against a rival or competitor. Jealousy may be a significant barrier to functional interpersonal relationships within any group.

jealousy is "a state of fear, suspicion or envy caused by a real or imagined threat to one's possessive instincts." It also says that jealousy is "a zealous desire to preserve an existing situation or relationship." Both of these states of mind, no matter how we look at it, prevent us from living our lives as happy, loving people who are getting the most out of all our gifts.
The envious side of jealousy has been covered on the "envy" page--envy is a reflection of our dissatisfaction with ourselves, our desire to be like someone else or have the things that someone else has. The dictionary's definition of jealousy is interesting, though, in the fact that it includes the concepts of fear and suspicion, two other elements of life that definitely keep us from getting the most of our lives. I may be jealous of the newcomer in the office because I'm afraid that he or she is going to take my job, because I see qualities in that person that I don't see in myself. Or I may be afraid that my wife or girlfriend is going to like this new man she just met better than she likes me, again because of qualities that I see in that person that I don't see in myself.
Which brings us to the second element of jealousy, the one that's incredibly common among people--the "zealous" desire to maintain a relationship. The jealous person is a horrible person to be in a relationship with, for that person shows no trust at all in his or her partner. While the jealous person sees his or her actions (which are covetous) as a sign of his or her love, everyone else sees the actions as the obsessive traits that they are--an obsessive desire to possess, beyond any doubt, another person.
I've known women who wouldn't even talk to any men at all because they were afraid of what their boyfriends or husbands would do if they found out that "their woman" was talking to another guy. These women were, without exception, isolated and lonely and unhappy, but they were also unwilling to leave their partners--mostly because of fear. The obvious fear was of what their boyfriends or husbands would do, but there was also a fear of being alone there; they were afraid that they might not find another man to be with, and they were unwilling to risk loneliness.
The jealousy of their partners was ruining their lives, but I also have to wonder just how happy the jealous men were. Yes, they had their "possessions"--their women--but what else did they have? They certainly didn't have peace of mind, and they had no trust at all. They had a partner who stayed with them more out of fear than out of love or respect, and they were alienating many people by their jealousy.
Of course, there are explanations for their jealousy. Maybe they didn't have much when they were kids, and they're afraid of losing things now. Maybe because of situations in their past they have a need to control now. But no explanation can take away the fact that they're making themselves and others unhappy now, today. An alcoholic's abusive childhood may explain behavior, but the explanation can't bring back the family the was killed when the alcoholic was driving drunk. The jealous person needs to learn trust--most of all, trust in him or herself, trust that he or she is a worthwhile individual who deserves love and respect, and who will receive it as a matter of course from decent people who love and respect others.
Many jealous people, I've noticed, tend to surround themselves with untrustworthy people. Maybe this is a way of perpetuating or justifying or rationalizing their jealousy, allowing it to continue unabated. Maybe it's a reflection of what they think of themselves--since they don't trust themselves, they can't trust others, and being around untrustworthy people allows them to feel that their lack of trust is normal. No matter what, though, these jealous people are hurting themselves and others--sometimes even physically--and if unchecked, jealousy is always a damaging factor in our lives. My hope is that the jealous people will learn to love and trust themselves as the great people they were created to be, and allow that trust to spill over to others in their lives.

a feeling of grudging admiration and desire to have something that is possessed by another

SHOULD I FORGET YOU!? (ANSWER ME!!!!)

I regret it.

2008-12-03T01:41:00.000-08:00

I regret it.

It was really my fault, I can't understand myself these past few days. I shouted at "him". I really don't know what's in me.

The scene was like this.

I went to my locker(actually it was not mine, I was just sharing with my classmate) then it turned out that "he" was also there. Which I am not used to because I always make sure that "he" finishes "his" business at "his" locker before I do mine. Surprisingly "he"was behind me. I was asking my classmate(the owner of the locker) to put my things inside because I'm not in the mood. Then, "he" suddenly reacted. Saying the lines.. "wow, naunahan ka pa ng mga nakikilocker sayo ah". Then I was guilty about it because I was one of those "nakikilocker" that "he" was talking about. So I asked "him" "may pinapatamaan ka ba?". Then he said "wala, bakit natamaan ka ba?" Then I did'nt answer "his" question because I know that he knows what answer should I spit out. After that scene "he" went back to our room. I saw it with my 2 eyes.

After seeing "him" enter our classroom again. I told my classmate that it would'nt work. Because I saw him working hard just to close the locker eventhough obviously it's overly loaded. I told him that I'll do it. My classmate made me do it, so I sat down on the floor and pulled out all the things out of the locker. I'll mean it I really don't have the talent fixing things. But I was seriously doing it. And surprisingly and unexpectedly "he" appeared again behind me. And said "halatang di sanay ah". I suddenly felt irritated because I am full effortedly pursuing just to fix it. Then I screamed "wag kayong maingay"(just to release the temper). Then "he" told me "tayo jan, ako na gagawa". After that I let "him" do it,I'll mean it I was really fluttered that time because "he'll" be doing it for me. But suddenly I got really jealous to someone close to "him". I can't understand myself that time. I just shouted and said "gusto mo lang makasama si ------ kaya mo ko tinutulungan eh" and brattly walked far way from them.

After that scene,I have realized that I acted so chilidish that time.And my jealousy was really unreasonable.

To end it up, I saw "him" going home and I was really planning to talk to "him" so I can apologize. But suddenly I was afraid. I don't know why. So I just texted "him". Hoping that "he" won't take the incident personally.Co'z I'll get crazy if "he'll" be mad at me.

"HOPING TOMORROW WILL BE ALRIGHT"

It was nothing, but an Addiction

2008-12-02T01:13:00.000-08:00

It was nothing, but an Addiction

It was nothing, but an addiction. I kept on saying and talking about twilight the whole day. (my crush was irritated on me, because of this) This day, I'll laugh at myself, imagining what I have done today? It all revolves with twilight. All day long I kept on thinking of it. Every friend of mine that I see I kept asking them.." have you watched twilight?" and if you'd answer "no". I'd gradually say.. "you should watch it" and if you say "yes" I'd love to talk to you about it. I shared everything I know to those who have watched, as I share those twilight reviews of mine I wish time would stop between us because I could'nt stop myself discussing it to you. And now I am online here, and it's still the twilight thingy.

I kept on searching about twilight. I was hooked on Stephenie Meyer's Site and kept on reading articles about twilight there. It was nothing but an addiction. A bit of Obsession with it ^^I supposed.

All I can say is..

"OMG I have fallen way too in love with "TWILIGHT"!!!

Much Love.....

♥♥Twilight Fan♥♥

It's trapped inside me.

2008-11-29T22:51:00.000-08:00

It's trapped inside me.

There are so much that I want to spit out. I can't talk to somebody here and discuss this matter to. Co'z I know that it would just benefit me. It is just my undying frustration everytime I get addicted onto something. Everybody who'll read this might be bored, so I'll tell you frankly. "I'm not doing this for your entertainment, I'm doing this co'z I just want to spit it out and help myself to get rid of this unexplainable feelings I have right now.

After watching the so called twilight, I really admired it. For some unexplainable weird reason I just can't stop thinking of it. It keeps on taking spaces in my mind. This is something that I don't really want because I really can't think of anything else but these things that has something to do with twilight. My dream last night was about twilight. It's an unwanted addiction but for certain reasons I'm liking it. It's like a drug going in through my veins.

"twilight, twilight, twilight I want twilight" my mind keeps whispering those words. I've been bothering my mother to let me watch it again. I've been in the net for almost 3 hours,and the only things that I'm doing are, to read articles about twilight, watch twilight's trailers(I have played it a hundred times already) and look up for other twilight thingies.

Urg, I've even downloaded "decode" on my cellphone for me to continously hear it. I just can't understand but I really am addicted. "Twilight was already trapped inside my heart and mind."

I just can't help it.

ADDICTED AGAIN.

2008-11-29T02:49:00.000-08:00

ADDICTED AGAIN.
(to the so called "twilight")

After watching it at Trinoma with PAM. I really loved it. I was continously thinking of it!! Wanna watch it again and again!!!Indeed it's a Great Movie!!MUST WATCH!

Relax'

Me and my bestfriend Pamela went to Trinoma. We watched Twilight! Roam around, ate at Bigoli and looked for Twilight Collector's Items. Here are some pics co'z I'm not in the mood right now so I cannot elaborate what happened this day.

FEVER.

2008-11-14T01:09:00.000-08:00

FEVER.

I was sick for 2 days, and it was fever again. The reason was simply because I got wet last tuesday when it rained. I really don't know when will I get immuned with the "raindrops falling in the sky" haha.

Oh yeah, friendster is at maintenance by this time, that's why I'm here blogging. ^_^

1st day of the 3rd Sem

2008-11-10T01:13:00.000-08:00

1st day of the 3rd Sem

It was great! I thought I'd gonna change, and I really planned for it but I went out of control when I reached school. I chatted with my classmates immediately. But actually I have changed a bit. I did'nt bring my cellphone. haha that's all! and that's it!

Oh yeah, our sunction is still pending. Great! 1 week suspension ^_^ I'll miss him!

sembreak!

2008-10-31T22:08:00.000-07:00

SEMBREAK.

What's the plan this Sembreak? Hmm? Like what I always do, I just go with the flow! Then I'll start blogging up what's happening each day of my sembreak.

29th of October, Wednesday.
Well it was the last day of the First Sem but something great happened so I want to share. After the exams we repainted our chairs, actually only chosen students are allowed to do it but since our adviser was not around at that time some helped. I painted a chair just to experience it and it's cool! Just don't like the smell co'z it irritates my precious nose.^^

Well after doing that it was dismissal time!I went to SM with several friends of mine. We went to the KTV booths at Tom's World and bonded! It was really fun. We also played at Tom's World! I really enjoyed it! Then the others went home so me and my classmates decided to go to quantum, there we played car and motorcycle racing, and puzzle pix! It was really great! Me and my kuya Marlon played the puzzle pix for almost an hour and collected 25 tickets! It was childish but we had fun! We ate at McDo before going home. I arrived at our house by 9:20 in the evening and texted the whole night.

30th of October, Thursday.
Since I was really tired the other day, and texted the whole night. The whole day of October 30 I was just sleeping and lying on my bed. Then I woke up at 3pm and texted again. What a meaningful day of mine.

31st of October, Friday.
I cleaned up my room, then went o sm with some friends, played at quantum, ate at Jollibee, went home, waited for my mom, talked to kuya Marlon on the phone for 2 hours and texted till dawn. Tired.Happy Halloween.

1st of November, Saturday.
Happy All Saints Day. Here I am blogging. While blogging I uploaded new pics at my friendster just take a look at it.CLICK!Watched some Music Videos of PINK. And I'm also textin'. Gonna go to the mall later. I'll just blog up again later.

2nd of November, Sunday.

I was'nt able to blog up again yesterday because we went home too late and I ended up too exhausted. We'll visit my grandpa at the cemetary later.

So sorry that I was'nt able to update this post for a matter of time. It's just that I did'nt had the mood to use the net for a couple of days.But don't worry I have my diary by my side so I can still post things up!

3rd of November, Monday.

Today my mom went back to work. So we have to wait again for a matter of time before she come back again. This day I spent my time with my li'l sis and father. We went to the mall, what we did there was we played at Quantum, roam around and ate our dinner at Red Ribbon.Well that was all? Oh yeah the night was awesome I texted with him and also with a couple of friends.^^ It was really amazing.

4th of November, Tuesday.

Supposedly me and my friends were planning to go to a friend's house but since I'm not in the mood to go out and no one is replying to my messages I decided not to go. I just stayed at home and texted.

5th of November, Wednesday.

The day was okay. Just a normal day. Texting, watching, and other normal things to do. But the night was destroyed by someone.=(

6th of November, Thursday.

I love this day! Morning till night I was texting with him! Love this day!

7th of November, Friday.

Just a normal day, I stayed at home and texted again.

8th of November,Saturday.

Just few more hours and we're going back to school!!! Yeah! I'm so excited! May be that's why I had the mood to go OnLine! Here I am blogging up, and updating some of my accounts Online.

9th of November, Saturday.

The last day of the sembreak, you know what? I spent it wisely! I did the most unusual things. And that's to eat, sleep, and go to the mall!! Is'nt it great? Oh yeah, we designed a cake at Goldilocks for only P50, I took a picture of it but I cannot upload it this time. Too excited for tomorrow, I slept almost 1am.

Zai Jian 1st Sem!

2008-10-28T02:24:00.000-07:00

Zai Jian 1st Sem!

1st sem gonna end tomorrow, still planning what to do after it. We'll be repainting our chairs. THE BOYS GONNA DO IT FOR US. BOYS CANNOT DEFEAT THE GIRLS! WE'LL PAINT OUR OWN! planning to go to the mall with my friends, as always.

What a nice day.

It was our PT today actually it was the second day but I was'nt able to update this blog yesterday. After the exam we had this day, we cleaned our room, i volunteered to do the sweeping of the floor. although I am not really use to it, I MEAN IT! I DON'T HAVE A TALENT WHEN IT COMES TO CHORES! BUT I'M WILLING TO LEARN! It was fun. I really enjoyed!

it's cool to be relaxed

2008-10-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

it's cool to be relaxed

SENIOR YEAR.

Senior Year? No nah ah., not me what I'm talkin' about is the High School Musical 3!! Their Senior Year. We watched it! It's really great! Love the production!!! Must watch!!

Girl Bonding Moment.

Me and my friend Renz were off to school to bond, I invited her to our place.Well what we did during her stay here were watch TV shows, surf the net, watch movies, roam around at Robinson's Pioneer and non-stop eating!!! Here's some pictures..

It was really fun! Although It's just an over night, It's a really great experience.

SPIT IT OUT!

2008-10-22T03:11:00.000-07:00

SPIT IT OUT!

it's me again, then who else would it be except me? I'm the owner of this blog so who do you expect?

OH ITS NOTHING JUST BUBBLING.*WINKS*

Summative Test.
Today was the last day, the subjects were Math, Music, Elective and Values. So let me share to you what was my feelings during the exams.

I did'nt review anything, even a single page of my book.I did so much stupidity but not reading.I don't really know but reading is not fun for me.Well here it goes.

Math was difficult even though there is a guide for us it's still hard! reasoning urgh.. nanghula.. Good thing I answered all the questions but don't expect it's all right.

Music oh yeah right I always take it for granted but now I learned my lessons I'll study it next time, good thing that there is a 16 items bonus!!

Elective I'm confident with it. Thanks to my stocked knowledges.

Values it's a bit easier than the last quarter exam.But still I'm not that confident.

Well, that's it just spitted out my feelings about it.BORING RIGHT? so what?

NEW ADDICTION.

So What by Pink (so what?! I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves and I dont need you and guess what I'm havin more fun and now that we're done) I love the Music Video of this, it's so cool and it rocks! I admire Pink's confidence there she really rocks! So funny!!

TIME IS RUNNING OUT. I'M ON A COMPUTER SHOP AT SM. TO BE CONTINUED

2008-10-20T03:46:00.000-07:00

NONSENSE, I'M JUST SUSPENDED.

NOTHING IMPORTANT.

So we had our meeting to our beloved principal this day, and listened to some litanies of her. It was great! The sunction to our disobedience was not that bad. WE ARE 1 WEEK SUSPENDED (T_T) not bad right? Well tell it to some f*ckin' rebels but not to us.

What important now is my cellphone and I are together again. And the most important of all is me and my crush are doing well, iwasan no more! (Thank God for the Retreat!)

That's all hope to blog in while my suspension, or I'd rather sleep the whole time. Oh yeah our suspension would be on the 2nd semester, we have another weeks after sembreak to unwind ourselves that makes up 2 weeks vacation. (I'M NOT AFFECTED, said by the devil side of me. NO! PLEASE NO!!! I CAN'T ACCEPT IT! true me screaming!)

Our Retreat

2008-10-18T18:34:00.000-07:00

OUR RETREAT

ST. JOHN MARIE VIANNEY RETREAT HOUSE
Our Home for 3 days and 2 nights.

FILL YOUR MINDS AND HEARTS WITH THE SIGHT OF NATURE.

THE RETREAT HOUSE.

THE SESSION HALL & BOY'S DORMITORY.

LEFT SIDE IS THE GIRL'S DORMIORY & THE RIGHT IS THE BOY'S DORMITORY.

THE NIPA HUTS.

THE SESSION HALL, ACTIVITY AREA.

We had our Retreat last October 15 upto 17 that makes up 3 days and 2 nights, the location was at St. John Marie Vianney Retreat House Norzagaray, Bulacan. It was a really unforgettable experience. There we had the opportunity to reflect our selves. We had so much activities like watching documentaries, open forum, sharing, and so many more. I enjoyed my stay there because me and my co-3rd years had time to bond, I had my room mates named Lorraine and Pamela at room 10, they are my roommates in terms of following the rules but when the night comes and the teachers are asleep we invied more to accompany us.

Our retreat master was really cool, although 5 more months to go he will become a certified priest yet he really knows how to make us enjoy the retreat. His name is Sir Aljim we really like him, he even let us know his friendster account and YM address for us to be able to keep in touch with him, he helped us to reflect ourselves in a very nice way, me as one of the students that he handled while the retreat, really apprecated it. Thanks to him. ^^

I also had the opportunity to open up things with my classmates and adviser, to thank them , to apologize even to confess some things to my crush and listen to them.Our stay there was really unforgettable, now that I am home I really miss the place and the memories we had there. There are too much that I want to share but because there are so many I dont know where to start.But 1 thing I really mean I was really happy during the retreat even if I dont have enough sleeps during our stay there I really am happy.

OH ONE THING! My cellphone was surrendered at school and has sunction together with it, hoping it would be suspension. Good thing I have my spare phones here. ^^

2008-07-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

HIATUS!
(nakiki-hiatus lang)

EXAMINATION is approaching. INCREDIBLE OT must prepare.

I will be offline for a matter of time. Maybe two weeks or less. Knowing me, I'm sure I cannot control myself not to use the net. But for a matter of time I will not be able to post things up. I'll be posting things up after the EXAMINATIONS!!!!

Well, that's all.. ZAI JIAN! adios, paalam, GOODBYE.

Oh!Oh! before I forgot. This is the last day of July that I am able to create a post. So just (-_-)wanna say goodbye and thanks July. August here you come! COST CUTTING CONTINUES FOR ME.

2008-07-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

Ang kawawang mangmang.

Well, what's new? I always call myself as "mangmang" whenever I hear something new that is not familar to me.

Here I am again "Ang dakilang mangmang" asking for some help to answer my question.

WHAT THE HELL DOES "HIATUS" MEANS!

First I saw this freakin' word on PAM's blog and I just thought that it's on her own vocabulary(meaning she made her own word). Then while I am blog hopping I realized that few people uses it! I kinda figured it out. It's meaning has something to do with school stuff or nerd terms. I SUPPOSE I AM RIGHT. But I really want to know the exact meaning of it!

PAM! hiatus?! hiatus?! hiatus?!

(-_-")DAKILANG MANGMANG says..
INTINDIHIN NYO KO.

pashneya! mahal ko na ata xa!(tagalog post)

2008-07-29T03:09:00.000-07:00

PASHNEYA! MAHAL KO NA ATA XA! (tagalog post)

huwaat?ooh.. mah gosh? c crush? love ko na?

hindi pa ko sigurado, at di ko pa talaga alam kung ano na itong nararamdaman ko para kay crush.. hindi ata ito importante para sa inyo pero basta ko shineshare ko lang. pakialam nyo ba? blog ko 'toh eh.. ilalagay ko kung anu ang gusto ko.. kaya kayo magbasa na lang kayo..

well..well..well, hmm panu ko ba uumpisahan ito? siguro naman alam na ng karamihan kung sino ang crush ko na tinutukoy ko pagkat siya ay sikat dito sa aking blog.makikita mo ang kanyang pangalan sa karamihan ng sulok dito sa aking blog kaya tumingin tingin ka lang sa mga sulok nito at malalaman mo.

hindi ko maintindihan kung ano na ba ito, shocking siya lagi iniisip ko, karaniwan na yun kasi ganun talaga ko sa crush ko pero this time kakaiba na pati weekends gusto ko na pumasok para lang makita siya. kamusta nman yun di ba?

ayun na nga marami akong sintomas na super kakaiba na napapansin pero di ako nakakasiguro kung sintomas ba yun ng love basta ako nag sheshare lang ako.kayo? sa tinging nyo anu ba ang mga simtomas na mahal mo na ang isang tao?pakiinform naman ako kung ano ano yun.

konklusyon:
-nakakabuti sa aking attendance.(dahil ayaw ko na mag absent)
-nakakabuti sa aking pag-aaral(kasi ayaw kong mapahiya sa kanya)
-NAWIWINDANG NANAMAN AKO!

i'm not selfish. i'm kind nd' i'll share.

2008-07-27T23:09:00.000-07:00

I'm not selfish, I'm kind nd' I'll share..
kakaibang title. wala lang akong maisip.(-_-)

it was kinda awfully strange that I am really eager to go to school everyday. remembering the days when I was at my former school I was entitled as the MS.ABSENERA for always being absent but now even it is weekends my body still wants to go to school. am I liking school? or I am just looking forward on seeing my crush? well, whatever the reason is what important is that it is considered as good news.

Well, as what I am sayin' I am a school girl now so I am a little bit busy at school so I cannot post things up regularly even if I am online everyday. That's why as you can see I am posting things up on a same day, which is today dated July 27, where I am kinda bored at home and kinda want to share some stories and thingies to you.

CHAPTER 1.- Studyanteng totoo.(MUTUAL REACTION)

I am real. I am hear. I am breathing. And I am a student! A human student of OLFU High School.(exxagerating)

I have my mood swings and every human have it. Mood swings strikes at different atmosphere it depends if the atmosphere is good then the mood will be good but if the atmosphere is bad then the mood will be bad.

Just like at school, if the teacher is boring then the student will be bored, if the teacher is fun then the student will have fun now I therefore conclude that it is a MUTUAL REACTION.

HOMEROOM the best!

result=
HOMEROOM=I LOVE MY ADVISER

FILIPINO the mood is swinging, sometimes bad but mostly it is good and fun. Our adviser really knows how to have fun. What I really like most is the bonding moments which is present everyday! Grades are a bit good it's just that I need to spend more focus and it will be better.

result=

FILIPINO=MOOD IS SWINGING

VALUES the mood is constant, I feel it everyday, the nervous because summative test is approaching the results are undying quizzes and breathtaking recitation as part of the review. Grades are bad. (-_-") Essays are too difficult!

result=

VALUES=MOOD IS CONSTANT = NERVOUS

GEOMETRY the mood is constantly good! I love geometry! Teacher is fun and kind, lessons are easy and interesting and grades are good except recitation becausing I am really lacking with my recitation but as of the others it's doing good.

result=

GEOMETRY=I LOVE GEOM! ^_^

CHEMISTRY the mood is constant and the feelings between me and the teacher is mutual! HE hates me and I hate him more!

LOVE=HATE

I love the subject I hate his face! I love the lessons I hate his personality! I love my grades I hate the teacher!

result=

CHEMISTRY=LOVE is equal to HATE!

SOCIAL STUDIES mood is "pa angel effect", behave mode co'z I am scared.

result=
SOCIAL STUDIES= "NAGPAPAKASTUDYANTE."

E-LEARNING it was kinda new for me because there was nothing like this on my former school so I am kinda inoccent.

result=
E-LEARNING="walang muwang"

T.L.E mood is full of laughter! The teacher is so funny! I love the subject, I love the teacher and grades are good.

result=

T.L.E=MOOD IS FUN!

TO BE CONTINUED..

soundtrip w/ crush..

2008-07-27T21:55:00.000-07:00

SOUNDTRIP tayo CRUSH..

It was rehersal time, I was appointed to compose a new jingle for the upcoming program. I sat on a chair and listened to songs so that I can get the idea there. Then that was it, I was seriously listening to the songs and making my brain work so that I can compose a nice jingle. Then he came and sat next to me, that was not an extraordinary moment because it happened a lot of times already. He sat there not because of me, but because of his pal that is sitting next to that chair where he sat. Well I really felt the "kilig factor" because when he sat next to me I am currently listening to a love song entitled "Ikaw Lamang by Silent Sancturay" when it happened. He was also listening to the music but with his own cellphone. I just stay calmed and continued composing the jingle. Then after a while I have noticed that he hanged up his phone and turned off the music. So what I did was I shared the other piece of ear phone to him. Before doing that I am really expecting that he will drop the earphone down and he will get out of his chair and stay at the other chair but surprisingly he did not, instead what he did was he listened to the songs with me! (super kilig!) Then he played one of my former favorite songs way back when I was on my elementary days.. that song was entitled I'll be by Edwin Mc Cain but we were interrupted by the others because it was already recess time.(sayang!) But what important is I shared that moment with him!

I'LL BE THE GREATEST FAN OF YOUR LIFE!!!!

close???(C2 bottle, thank you)

2008-07-27T17:16:00.000-07:00

OMG nagiinarte ako..

OMG! (karaniwang reaction ng maarte, paxenxa ka nag iinarte ako ngayon)

I was absent for 2 days, way back last July 15 and 16, because of fever caused by the weather. I went back to school after my recovery from fever.I was really excited to see my crush after missing him for 2 days, it made me happy that I can see him again! Okay here it is when I arrived at school my classmate told me that the sitting arrangement was changed so I was wondering where is my crush placed right now, knowing that almost all the girls idolized him and ofcourse wants to sit near him. I was shocked that he is placed almost next to me.Not that close but we are nearly apart from each other,after knowing that it made me happy even more. Now I waited for several minutes before he came, I was kinda irritated when he came and I don't know the reason why. Classes had started and I did not talk to him until lunch time maybe it's because of the shock. Thanks to the C2 bottle that served as the way for us to talk with each other because we have the same knowledge about this "cancerous thingy" with that bottle. So after that our conversation last long even until now and I am really happy for that.Now I can say that we are already close with each other, we already have our "kulitan moments" already and I am really happy for that! I am hoping that it will continue and we will bond more and more..

"C2 bottle, thank you"

bawi! bawi! =]

2008-07-07T04:52:00.001-07:00

BAWI! BAWI!

I was'nt able to post things up and update this blog for a matter of time because of school works.so it's BAWI! BAWI! time!! haha.. so here it goes now.

CHAPTER 1.- THE CRUSH.
I have my crush named Rotsen U. Abella and my classmates knows that. Oh come on he's so smart, tall, gentleman,funny and cool. He's almost perfect. He's the "crush ng bayan" of OLFU's 3rd year high specifically to our section. He is really cool the way he speaks, the way he act everything and what's the best is I am really open with him. He knows that he is my crush. Because of my admiration for him I made a simple but I am proud of it meaning for his name. So here it is. Watch and Learn.

R-eally
O-ver
T-alaga
S-obra
E-ver
N-akakainlove xa.

that's it!
NASHARE KO LANG .

The "NASHARE KO LANG" line was knowned because of him. He really loves to say that line specially at the end of his talking.He is my stimulant at school or simply my energizer. Even if I am super dizzy because of lack of sleep by just looking at him my presence just appears rapidly. I am more inspired to do school works because of him. Wow!

ALL I CAN SAY IS.

"I have found the RIGHT INSPIRATION!"

CHAPTER 2: HUWAG PO SILA! "PARANG AWA NYO NA."

What an interesting title for this topic huh. This is all about my subject teachers whom I don't like to have a period before break time. For such a basic and normal reason! THEY ARE ALWAYS OVERTIME! I won't use there name directly but a codename I have given for them as well.

Well here they are.

Teacher # 1. MR. FINGER.
-3B surely knows him already."Do not finger others if you don't want them to finger you too."

Teacher #2. MR.TAKE YOUR SET.
-3B you know him specially the impersonator of this teacher, our beloved Class President.

Teacher #3. MR.ARE WE GOOD.
-I like his subject and the way he teach but what I dont really like is, him having Overtime specially when the next period after him is break time or dismissal.

Well that's all. They are all MISTER.Again I'll repeat it's not that I don;t like the way they teach, the subject or whatever. It's just that I don't like to have their period with us on the period before break time or dismissal. Because they surely do really like to spend overtime with us.

CHAPTER 3: Papel, papel, papel sayang ang papel.

It's the paper that matters. We already know that we are in lack of trees on our country yet our beloved school compulsary ordered us on some "irritating" rules for using our paper pads.

1st they ordered us NOT TO USE THE BACK PAGE OF THE PAPER.
-What a waste of paper if we will not consume it!

2nd they orderes us that STRICTLY NO ERASURES.
-in simple saying one simple mistake that you accidentally make, you cannot erase it by overlapping the mistake or even using a correction fluid. They said that this is not allowed! So it just makes that if you made a mistake even it is just small then you have to waste another paper. WHAT A WASTE!

CHAPTER 4: Mag exercise tayo tuwing umaga..
This is really fun! Every Monday during our Flag Ceremony time, we have our morning exercise. Every year and section will perform at the stage, there are switches of section every Monday and I am very excited for our turn! Exercises are performed together with musics that makes the activity more fun.

cinnamon meets latte meets me.(tongue caused trouble)

2008-06-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

cinnamon meets latte meets me.(tongue caused trouble)

I woke up early in the morning with only 1 plan in my mind. "To go shopping with my dad." Then a text message from a friend of mine suddenly added an appointment. Then here it goes, I agreed with it to meet her(my friend) at the mall after shopping with my father.We agreed to see each other at around 2pm. I arrived 1 hour earlier before the agreement.I roamed around the mall first to kill the excess time. When it's almost time I texted her to ask where is she already, then she replied that she is still preparing. Because of my boredom and I am also tired of walking, I decided to go to Starbucks to have some coffee.While taking my way to Starbucks I kept thinking what to drink while waiting for my friend. Originally I have thought of drinking frappe while waiting for my friend. But when I have arrived I saw that everyone in the coffee shop was drinking a frappe. So to break the record I suddenly changed my mind and ordered a hot latte with matching cinnamon. It was the first time that I made a combinations that made cinnamon meet latte and meet me.But for my tongue the latte was'nt good having a bitter taste that time so I mixed a sachet of white sugar on it but the bitterness is still overpowering.So I added another one that made it two. Then I am still not satisfied I picked a sachet of brown sugar and mixed it to the latte then the bitterness disappeared and the sweetness was over powered. The taste turned out too sweet for my tongue so I buyed a water that cost me an additional P35!!! While enjoying my latte I saw my bestfriend PAM with her mother and my new classmate Dianne. I waited more than an hour but that's okay? (with ?) Then when my friend arrived she requested to eat something for an early dinner. We ate at Chef d' Angelo and I ordered a meaty sauce pasta that cost me P178 together with the drink but again my tongue is on a bad condition my tastebuds did not appreciate the taste of the pasta that ended up not to finish my meal. Although I really felt that it would be such a waste if I would'nt finish it my bank cannot accept it anymore.Then after eating we took a walk and bought a gift for our father.For the father's day tommorrow.

I therefore conclude that my tongue caused me troubles this day specially with money!

minilife.

2008-06-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

minilife.

I have discovered this interesting application on friendster.It is called MY MINILIFE. Actually I already made an account before but I have'nt spend time on it. Yesterday was a boring day so I just checked it out and hanged on it the whole day.It is kinda the same to THE SIMS but the things here are more cheaper and there are alot more choices to choose from.But the house and lot is not that big. I am still exploring it and improving it.I am starting to like it more and more =]. Try it!

then it happened.

2008-06-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

then it happened.

Then it happened, school days had started again.And now I am on a new environment.THE OUR LADY OF FATIMA UNIVERSITY.

A sort of story sharing for you to know what had happened.

Now, here it goes.There I was, having an unexplainable feeling before going to my new school.I cannot distinguish if it is excitement or I am nervous.It's a mixed feeling that causes a 3 hours of sleep only.I was'nt able to make myself sleep the night before and keeps lying on the bed for matter of hours.Then without recognizing I have slept, nearly 2 in the morning.Then even my alarm clock have'nt alarmed yet my eyes just opened and cannot sleep again, even a nap did not work.I woked up at 4:30 in the morning with my eyes widely open even I just had a 3 hours sleep.

Because of my undying frustration during first day of classes I immediately took my bath and spend only 30 mins. there (which I am not use to, because I take a bath for an hour or more) then I immediately ate my breakfast and dried up my hair, wore my clothes, checked my things and called my friend(who is also studying on the same school) for him to fetch me up.

Then here it goes, he fetched me up 6 am in the morning complaining that we are too early for class."that's how my frustration affects others".Then we have arrived, students are too few comparing to my former school.I saw my 2 former classmates when I was elementary,1 schoolmate which is my senior who is currently a 4th year student, and my schoolmate at my former school back when I was a freshman and sophomore student.We were instructed to form a line according to our year, for them to announce what section are we included.

I am a part of the class 3-B with my 2 former classmates back when I was elementary.I am supervised by my new adviser Ms.Mary Grace Guiyab and together with my 27 classmates for this year.Our room is located at the 4th floor of our building so this is an additional exercise for me.

We had an orrientation, there we met our principal, Ms.Vicente she orriented us together with the other year levels.There I knew her for being a good english speaker, disciplinarian and a "slanger" for saying the line.."it ai'nt gonna rain" it was really funny that I had almost forgot that she is our principal.

The whole day we are only with our adviser, there I started to know and meet some of my new classmates. We were dismissed before 3 pm because there is nothing to do.

It was really tiring but I am starting to like the new environment.Hoping that the next days would be better.

"by a newbie FATIMANIAN ^__^"

7 unwanted signals.(INDEED I DON'T LIKE IT!)

2008-06-08T22:31:00.000-07:00

7 unwanted signals.(INDEED I DON'T LIKE IT!)

There are already unwanted signals approaching.I am really scared and depressed with it.I just want to jump off the bridge every time that I will feel this signals.I cannot explain the feelings that is inside me.But one thing is for sure.INDEED, I DON'T LIKE IT! period!

SIGNAL #1:NEWS REPORTS!
-everytime that this event is approaching all the news that is being release whether it is on screen or at newspaper, this is always the topic.

here I say.
INDEED, I DON'T LIKE IT!

SIGNAL #2:TV SHOWS.
-this is the no.1 reason why I do not watch TV when this event is approaching, every TV shows specially those talk shows always make this as there themes!

here I say.
INDEED, I DON'T LIKE IT!

SIGNAL #3:THE MALL.
-I cannot take this! The mall becomes overcrowded everytime this event is approaching.I cannot enjoy shopping because of this! How dare them!

here I say.
INDEED, I DON'T LIKE IT!

SIGNAL #4:MONEY MATTERS.
-This is how this event pesters me the most!THE MONEY MATTERS!This is the reason why money disappears constantly from my sight.Pay here, Pay there.It really annoys me!
Oh my! Money, oh money! Don't go! I need you for shopping!(-_-)

here I say.
INDEED, I DON'T LIKE IT!

SIGNAL #5:LESS USAGE OF THE NET.
-You see! how pester it is?! Everytime that this event is approaching usage of the net lessens!Simply because, we need to go here, we need to go there, & we need to fix these & those!

here I say.
INDEED, I DON'T LIKE IT!

SIGNAL #6:SLEEP EARLY,MY DEAR.
-Everytime that this event is approaching Everybody in the house says, sleep early my dear. what so ever! Even my eyes are widely open and my mind is still clear I am required to sleep early 3 days before the event happens!

here I say.
INDEED, I DON'T LIKE IT!

SIGNAL #7:WAKING UP EARLY.
-Everytime that this event is approaching.I need to practice waking up early!Everybody in the house will pester me and say. Wake up! Come on and please! I need my 12 hours sleep!

here I say.
INDEED, I DON'T LIKE IT!

UNWANTED SIGNALS = UNWANTED EVENT = GOING BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!

here I say.
INDEED I DON'T LIKE IT!!